It's fucking runs like this that make me wonder not if Stars is rigged, but just how bad it's rigged. Honest to fuck, I just played some of the most solid poker I've played for 4.5 hours and got murdered. I dropped like 28 buy-ins. I ran into everything imaginable and if I didn't run into it preflop they had it by the river. It was just nasty. I'm convinced I played fine. I'll have to review some shit after a run like that, but holy fuck. I don't think I know any of the other players at this level who have dropped these kind of buy-ins, and I play better than them at every level, not just the bubble. I'm dumb founded. I'm literally shocked by this.
I guess there is a solid reg who had a similar downswing. Not sure how recently it was, but I don't think it was incredibly recent. The games are full of absolutely terrible regulars now making poor call downs and absolutely terrible bubble plays. Plays like you'd see in a 9-man. These fuckers gotta realize these games aren't about chip accumulation. Motherfuckers are gonna catch the bad end of variance real quick with stupid fucking plays like that.
Haha, yeah. I SSed the guy who was playing like that and sure enough, dumb fucker has already had a 60 BI downswing. Stupid fucks. I can't believe I get out done by some of these guys.
Wow this really killed my mojo though, let me tell you. I'm still having an awesome month, don't get me wrong, but this absolutely kills my soul. There's honestly no point in whining about it, but it is really fucking with me. It makes me want to seriously smash the shit out of something. I kept my cool the entire session though. I knew I was getting slaughtered but I pressed on. Things had to turn around and I wanted to book games. But no. I kept getting slaughtered. It was unreal.
The worst of it has gotta be over. I'll press on tomorrow like nothing happened. I'm still getting Supernova. It's just a minor fucking setback. It means I might not be at the next level as quickly as I was subconciously hoping. That just means more work overall, more playing. If I have to knock this shit out at this level as originally planned than so be it. There's still 10 days of play left in this month and I'm already doing amazingly well for myself.
I'll be back at it tomorrow. I'd like to book an intense number of games over the weekend. Surely this run can't continue. Not against the people I'm playing. It would be unrealistic for that to happen. I'd have to call to question Stars RNG for real. The worst of it has gotta be over.
Not sure what else to write. My mind's on fire right now but it's all whiny bullshit. This shit just blew my mind though. Whatever. Fuck it. I'll overcome. I always do. I'm gonna go review some of this shit and finish reading this book. Here's to not running like ass for the rest of the month.
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