Struggling

I'm still having an incredibly difficult time with the 50s. They don't feel any harder, but the results just aren't there. I dropped about 10 buy-ins during my first session today, over 137 games. It was an incredibly frustrating session, but I pressed through it and loaded for a full 3 hours as I intend to do consistently from now on, as long as my tilt is in order. In fairness to me, HEM says I should have been up a over 5 buy-ins that session, so it's possible I'm just running bad.

I still have enough buy-ins in my account to keep me pressing on with the 50s for now, but I can't help but wonder if I should just say fuck them and stay at the 20s. It will prevent me from hitting 200k VPPs for the year, but it may make sense as far as profit and hourly rates are concerned. That being said, I honestly don't find the 50s any harder than the 20s so I don't see why I can't crush them.

For now I'm gonna keep pressing on. I'm gonna log another solid session tonight and it will determine if I play 50s or 20s tomorrow, based on how the results go. Any downswing and I'll be forced (based on my personal buy-in requirements) to move down anyways. If I have to move down this time I'm going to wait until I have more buy-ins to try moving up next time. Here's hoping I can crush tonight's session.